Apelah Nak Jadi

Update...

blog nih dah kene block... tgk bleh.. update tak bleh... adeh...

tapi teknologi makin canggih .. heehehe... ari nih dah jumpe care nak hack tru firewall..

Now... aku dah kawen... bulan 2 belas tahun lepas... n suprise.. bulan depan dah nak beranak..

And recenctly ...I was veri hepi with my life ...has a very good husband.. gonna have my baby soon...(aikk tendang ibu)...

but the latest news i've got yesterday.. rase cam kene hempak ngen batu besar setongkol...

why goverment doesn't help me....dah bertahun keje n gonna continue my contract which gonna ended this month. N suddenly all the joy was taken away from me...

kesian my baby.. ibu dah tengah tunggu hari... ape yang aku boleh buat dalam masa menganggur nih ... dengan keboyotan for sure aku takkan diterima kat mane2... the fastest yang aku boleh get back to the track bulan 12 nih..

I wasn't prepare because i've already receive the pelantikan letter last month...

and just because of the our KSn yang tak puas hati masa perjumpaan before this.. (tak puas hati sebab ade org tepuk tangan masa org tanye soalan) ooh please lah...

sekarang nih aku rase nak marah ... sedih... even surat pembatalan kontrak belum dapat lagi.. but hey i know it was on the way... CUEPACS help us... i was feeling so helpless right know... sedih n menderita, and don't know what to do...
yeah i've got my husband but die bukan kerja gaji besar...

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangatku....